Ugh...

I feel sick to my stomach and my nerves are fried... I don't really know what's going on right now, but I seem to be having one of those times where my body and myself aren't getting along very well. Saturday night I went out with Phoenix and some of his friends for a birthday, and my nerves were shot the whole time. Sunday night, I had to leave work due to feeling really sick to my stomach and having other digestive issues. My boss found someone to cover my shift, so I was out Monday night too. It's now Tuesday morning, and I finally had a small meal: it isn't settling well... I tried to spend some of this extra time at home working on my reading for class, but I just couldn't get my mind to focus. I can't stop fidgeting/tapping/wiggling, I'm a bundle of nervous energy. This feels kind of like a depression, but without the feeling depressed part. I'm not really sure what's up, but I figure there's a mental component; with me there pretty much always is. Things are generally going really well: my schoolwork has been solid and on time, things with Phoenix are going really well, work is meh, but that's alright. I'm not sure what has me so out of whack.